Thursday, August 19, 2010

Going, going....

Going.
We are going.
We are going tomorrow to take my son to college.
 He is going.
He is, in many but not all ways, moving out.
Why yes, tear did just spring to my eyes, just typing that, thank you for noticing.

(this is eldest, one of those goodbye's that we've done many times..)
And I kept and keep thinking that since this is boy number two, meaning second time, that we've done this...it should somehow be easier.
But it's not.
Not at all.
But,  he's ready.

 He's excited to go and we are excited for him and the big adventures he has ahead.
His dad and I think he is gonna fly, soar and maybe set the world on fire.

We are not quite ready for the house to be so quiet, ok, not that it will actually quiet...but there is a difference, a tangible physical difference of presence or lack thereof in the house when the college kid(s) are in school.
We are not quite ready for most of our talks to be on the phone or the occasional skype.
I am not quite ready to not see him for a long time.
So, I'm  not gonna think about that.
And I'm  not gonna think about how coffeedoc kind of grieves after the boy(s) go.
But he does.
But life is awfully busy happening in our house too, so we will focus on that.

Today we prep for the long hot drive tomorrow.
We pack up my big old car.
We do a last load or two of laundry.
We change the oil and fill the tank.
Tonight we have a double party: going away and pre-bday party for tom.
And then I have to watch him hug  his sibs goodbye and try very very hard not to break down and cry in front of them.
Because tomorrow we are going.

 Tomorrow  he is going, going....going to take on the world.
And we will laugh cry and cheer him on, the whole way.

2 comments:

becca albertson said...

oh boy. this will be my post before i know it :).
sending you lots of love!

Diane and family said...

Haven't visited in a while:) yet, today, I sit, crying this side of my computer screen, in complete understanding of this post!!! Looking forward to your Son setting the world ablaze, we are truly, truly in need of young people, wanting, willing to do just that!! Cheering for your Son this morning!! Hope you enjoy your time in Indiana, it is where my family lives!! Welcome, welcome!! :-) My heart aches for every Mama and Daddy as they watch their children begin this journey, and, yet, soars in delight and anticipation for what JOY lays ahead of these precious young lives!!