Sunday, April 5, 2009

Waking up today....Updated

this was rolling through my head.



Not exactly the Basilica where Buddybug is this morning...But still, apropos of the day I suppose.
Today is one of the longest Masses of the year, and it's one of the hard ones. Sure it seems like it's all the rejoicing like in the video above...but no we also have to read the long reading of when it all turns and Christ is taken to Pilate, and in the liturgy we respond, "Crucify him!" again and again.
I HATE that.
It makes me cringe.
It hurts and makes me wince.
I often want to stand silent, thinking, "No. I won't. I can't say that."
But of course, I do, darn near every day in my selfish thoughtless words and snapping temper.
So, sure I could stand there and be silent today.....but oh, what a hypocrite.
And since I'm already that already too.....I will quietly, achingly whisper, "Crucify him" and try not to cry.

For more, ever so much better stuff on Palm Sunday, go here and here and, always, go here. anytime!

** Note: Palm Sunday Mass with toddlers means you don't actually hear all the readings because you are juggling small boys who are playing swords with the palms that are given out. Long Mass, somber readings (Mark 14:1-15: 47), (Psalm 22), crowded pews, and toys, erk, palms...equals chaotic Mass!**

6 comments:

Erin said...

Wow - that's powerful!

Jen said...

I actually followed along today with the magnificat looking at the art work on the front. Thank you, again. I am not sure that I have ever hear the words as clearly as I have today.

Oh well, hey! said...

Whew ... I'm not the only one whose kiddos have a hard time holding their palms reverantly!?!? My 4 year old daughter asked me, "Why did father just throw water at us?" ... luckily NOT loud enough for everyone to hear! Humble me more, Lord.

Oh well, hey! said...

Whew ... I'm not the only one whose kiddos have a hard time holding their palms reverantly!?!? My 4 year old daughter asked me, "Why did father just throw water at us?" ... luckily NOT loud enough for everyone to hear! Humble me more, Lord.

Chris and Jess said...

This is the hardest mass for me- it just doesn't seem right and it's just so uncomfortable. But I guess it's not about my comfort. It's powerful for sure.
So last Sunday the Bishop came to our church. Abe was on screech. And we sat right in front of the tv cameras. The only seat left. Let's just say the tv men found a new spot to record the mass.

Kristi J said...

Hey, we both have a Martha...that's our daughter's name too...how cool is that??? Congrats on your new daughter...She is beautiful!!! kristi